Tag: vision
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The Black Diamond
As I added to my account, I found it easier and easier to just lift up. When my feet left the ground, I hovered for a few minutes delighting in the strange light sensation. Then I looked up, and was flying fast, lifted upward and slightly forward, as you do when you are flying in…
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The Tower Bends
The light caught her heels as she stepped ahead of me along the path, turning the corner, all I saw were her heels and ankles as she entered the deeper woods. When I got to the place on the path where I’d seen her, she had already been absorbed in the forest. Movies had shown…
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Objects and Light
This was how I perceived it all after stepping over that threshold. It was intensely bright, filled with sound in an intoxication so orgasmic I was overcome in waves of bliss and beauty. The hills beyond my door were glowing in emerald forests and the glistening path was made of smooth sand of a thousand…
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Poetic Reality
After that incident, I began to suspect the correlation between HQ and my own rational mind, since the closer I came to HQ the further away I was from poetic awareness. Yet, the more I looked at trying to solve the mystery, the more I became convinced that there was some sort of plot to…
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Projected Obstacle Field?
I took some time to consolidate my notes. Some were in the open program, shared with other researchers in our private network, others were on my tablet, and others I noted again as they emerged in memory. I soon realized that this account must become simple. It must be small in order to be true.…
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Research Travel
After returning to the warehouse, and settling in to the various rooms that seemed to have meaning for my explorations, I found myself unable to shake the feeling that I had really missed something important. I went over and over my notes and checked each of the photos I’d taken to establish the space. The…
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The Exit Way
After days of intermittent weeping in tenderhearted exposure to the cold pessimism of the world, and the cold-hearted resistance to it that causes so much pain and suffering – defences, tricks, manipulations, distanciation, dissociation, fears, self-pity, and all the other actions and components of emotional pain – after days of this I put a stop…
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Winged Heart
For a few months I laid low And didn’t report or work on the wonder cabinet. It was important to let it all rest, and to give myself the space I needed to approach the final push. The complexity of the wonder cabinet like some rare and enormous cosmic orchestral instrument was overwhelming. A great…
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Mist and Fog
After leaving the dunes I set out on an entirely new life exploring the metaphysical in a harmony with a much more grounded life in the everyday world. Somehow word of my work reached an organisation dedicated to exploring life in the future, with hundreds of reporters and researchers worldwide. I was fascinated when their…
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The Chamber of the Heart
Meeting a wise one opens the way. There is an unseen chamber of the heart. It lies within us, dormant, until a wise one comes to awaken and open it. This opening is painful and life often creates these openings, through loss, grief, and such. But for the opening to result in the awakening of…